Ellen is just so great and inspiring. Every time when I watch the video clips, it just made me teared and realized that there are so much things in this world that I can do , and I shall build myself to be capable of helping others and changing something in this world in the near future.
I thought about it, and I have come to conclusion that I think it would be ridiculous if I ever forget how much I enjoyed telling you stories of my life or of others. Little stories here and there; stories that are not important; stories that make no sense; stories that have completely nothing to do with us; stories that are completely out of the blue; stories that you find interesting; stories that you don’t understand; stories that others don’t understand; stories here and there.
I ran away once, and I don’t think I should or could run away twice.
Lately, I have been a very happy girl; I think is because I am finally realizing how great things can be. Ever since I decided to adjust my mind set I am now able to learn how to take things positively and keep them with me. At first, over-thinking about things make me become such dramatic person, and now I have been quite successful in getting rid of this bad habit from these past few months.
What I realized the most is that, there is so little time left for me to be sad about things -things that are never meant to be the way how I interpret them. I am able to hold conversation freely and enjoy great moments with everyone. Little things, here and there, have made my day and shaped my mind significantly.
It is week 9 in school now, soon after Hallo-ween will be time to prep an annual feast in order to thank all the things and people in your life. After the feast of appreciation is the most wonderful holiday of the year. Immediately, we will be welcoming year 2013 (waahhh, it feels like the beginning of 2012 was just here not so long ago). Flying out on January 2nd, and I will be on my next journey for 4 months or so. I am going to miss y’all so much. Who knows where I am going to be after this extended abroad journey……
Now and then, I occasionally think about the conversations that we had - conversations that are meaningful, pointless, playful, silly, exciting, sad, or funny, and I love it. Before the year end, I will continue to be on my rehab and get together with all the great people I have met.
‘look on the bright side, EUROPE’
Thank you for being supportive lately.
@dianeosaurus is this what you are encountering as well?
Pisces - Something seems unclear to you, but it’s actually tougher than that: It’s an illusion. You may not know what it’s hiding for quite some time, but if you operate under the assumption that it’s unreal, you should do fine.
There is something that fits me. I just need to find where they are. Can’t wait to grow up.
Summer act is closing soon. I am just having such a blast so I am not looking forward to its end. There are much to catch up for this past two weeks. I am again being busy and blind at the same type. It is again time for me to slow down a bit and go back and review.
- need to send maya another card, we just click was such an adorable card );
- need to finish one more design before the summer ends (I LOVE MY INTERN THIS SUMMER! I gotta say, without them I will never see this coming real! About the plush & the paper, I will come back with more info!)
- need to sit down and see next year’s financial budget!
okay! pffftzzzzz time to slow down!! (:
So much to bear. I miss HUA already. Love Jess to death. Numbers on the machine bother me.
I just want to go to New Zealand. n