15 5 / 2013
26 2 / 2013
I have never wanted to make you feel like I am superior than you are in whichever way, but you really suck at growing up and moving on.
Why and why and why? Why are you dealing with your relationship as if you were still in high school?
All of your relationships, so far, have no substances, and it all hasn’t helped you grow in any way: you make life choices around your relationship, so in the end of each of your relationship, you are always back at the point where you first started; you have no vision or goal in your life, so you just follow whoever seems to be on the right track; you don’t care for 100%, and you think that is alright; you enjoy being a fool of love for more than once, and it never fails.
For god’s sake, it is maybe my 8th year being friends with you, and you are still the same. If this is how you want to deal with your relationship at your age of 24 the way you have been doing for 8 years, I don’t see how you are going to deal with you relationship differently in another three years. You can’t keep on repeating and doing the same thing over and over and over. Girl, aren’t you tired? You were never asleep, so I can’t tell you to wake up; but open your eyes and get a new brain! You can live for someone who is really important to your life but more importantly you should live for yourself and not making life choices around men with dick.
You are such a fool and a moron for almost letting yourself live on the street in a foreign country. I am afraid if you continue to be like this, eventually, I will be tired of maintaining this friendship. Please, just step outside the box and think through your decisions and life okay?
23 2 / 2013
Sitting by the window while it is snowing outside, I get to read for the test materials, listen to my favorite light, instrumental music, and drink a cup of cappuccino: all of these-what I have been wanting to do for the longest.
Although my abroad adventure has only been around 2 months, but it is bringing me some great motivation to have a different and more ambitious vision of my life.
14 2 / 2013
I have been spending much time watching different films, and I have been amused so much. The things that directors, screen writers, actors discover, develop, and deliver are just so amazing. I found many new things and was inspired from one film to another. I shall take an act and do something too.