That is what I am hoping too! I have decided since I am not brave enough to raise the topic and discuss with him I will need to stop being so bitter about it and really let it go. I truly, truly love all the moments that we had, but I guess this is just like a relationship, we were not meant to be. I am really glad that he is having so fun with his life and the new friends he made in our frat which is the most important thing! I can do this! :D <3 thanks so much for being here with me and going through this time!!!!
I had a good dream about us. I was crying when I was dreaming about us. I hope all these times was just a joke, and I could start it all over again. If I were really the air to you, I guess I could only let it pass through. There is nearly two weeks left, I wish I can cross with you under the better condition. Just so many times, I regret what I did, and I wanted to quit this so many times… There is no point for me to be in there when I cannot talk to you and hang out with you just as normal….
I am such an evil person. Now that I think about it, I don’t even know why I am here when there are so much other painful things happening…
I have lost the balance of my life. I have broken wings to move around, or this is just an excuse?
Wings… I certainly don’t suit it.
At this point right now, I just want to leave and go. I am not brave enough to pick this up again. Is my fault. Time, please take me with you……..
So sad I didn’t even know about your status… so busy that I just lost track of my life. I am so sorry I can’t be there for you even though you said you were fine. But it would still be good for me to be there and talk the shit out of that person since it is always good to pig out on the couch with you friend and talk shit about your ex that has done a horrible job in whatsoever.
Miss you so much, was truly my words. He and she didn’t get what I was saying, but I was drunk, and I meant it.